The world postures for itself, and a painting is made because somebody was afraid not to paint that day. A poem gets too colloquial. Somewhere, a composer scribbles in a 'fortissimo' for no good reason and at 6pm TVs cut to the ruddy, cannon-hit body of a child. My brother and I do not know which one of us will die first. We talk, seldom, and live far away from each other, but we laugh on the telephone when we can. He asks questions. The world practices for itself what it does not want to face, so a sculptor pretends to throw her clay for fame and power while her husband sings of her creativity at an office lunch. It's a Chinese buffet where the server smiles and hands him an ice-packed Sprite when he asked for Diet Coke. His co-workers wonder if the man will tip. The man wonders.